yesterday was a pretty hard day. not only going on almost no sleep, but also spending the majority of my waking hours in a hospital and not getting to see robby [whom i only see a couple of days out of the week anyways] [which is starting to affect me a little:/] and having to see my mom with tubes in just about every orifice possible just all adds up to a rough day. stressful uneasy uncomfortable and rough.
and i didn't get to see him today either. [sigh] its just so frustrating to not be able to see him as often as i want to. i do look forward to seeing him so much that on days like today i cant help but get utterly disappointed.
i know its no where near the intensity of a long distance relationship
i know i will be seeing him in a matter of days.
i know that its just the way things are
and i understand that there are legit reasons why we cant see each-other [i.e. hospitalized mothers, homework, reading books?]
but i just...miss him.
its like there is a whole that only he can fill and any other male specimen just doesnt even come close.
and with all the stressful things going on i just wish i had some one to talk to and be close with.
so ya.
moms in the hospital
miss my boyfriend.
and have a test tomorrow/ paper due.
gonna be a good week
4 comments:
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i'm so sorry to hear about your mom!
thats scary. i'm praying for you and your family.. let me know if you need to go get coffee sometime, if you have a chance.
oh and i love you, dear. :)
oh i love you too, thanks a bunch girl.
What wrong with your mom? :(
And I know what you mean.
About Robby that is.
It's a not-so-good feeling :/
Like, I get anxious all day when I think I'll see Matt...and then I find out at 7:00 in the evening that I can' see him after all and all the day's anxiousness dissipates and I'm left with just lonely and a chick flick on TV that makes me miss him more.
:) hah
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