its raining 

my hair is dirty and i feel like my life is loosing its balance.

its raining

and i should be doing something more productive 

but I'm not

productivity isn't something that I'm good at.

its raining 

raining 

I'm having a bad hair week. 

i feel disconnected and far away.

no one calls. even if they did i couldn't get it.

its raining 

and i cant seem to make a decision [and keep it.]

its raining 

and i am conflicted in the most difficult way.