i have been learning that i need people. that when one is having rich, full conversations with other people, God is smiling. It is so strange that as a person I always need other people even when I dont want other people. and that maybe when i dont want people is probably when i need them the most.
my good friends have gone. gone on with their lives. gone on to do great things.
this gives me a new sense of purpose. To amplify myself and make myself more of myself and less of other people.