these past few weeks have been filled with stunted growth.

when im not going to school, and only work like 5 hours a week its reall hard to fee like im moving forward.

i just started going to a different church, what with the break up i figured i would just bow out gracefully and let him go to church in peace.

i also felt that i could be getting fed in different ways that i needed somewhere else.

My best friend is movng to australia in a few days. my emotions are so mixed that they all just fall under the bitter sweet catagory.

but i suppose its all a part of this growing up business i should be doing.

alot has happened since my last post.

1. I TURNED 18!! [note the peircing]

2. I got a mac.

3. I also got a camera.

4. I am no longer in a relationship. :/ [complicated, don't ask]

5. I am now in How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying.

and there are more but for the sake of my dignity and desire to stay a respectable blogger i will not divulge.

i am planning a trip as soon as my play is over.

The day after i plan to hit the road and drive up the coast. stoping and seeing friends in various places and eventually ending in Boise Idaho where my dear friend lives.

i dont know how long i will be gone.

forever maybe.

i have to keep thinking of good reasons not to go right now but im sure i can wait.