i miss this

http://www.myspace.com/shelbilukejustfriends

i dont miss all the junk that happened around this time.

but i miss being musically productive, and feeling like i was good at something and having some kind of extravagant future to dream about

i miss hot pockets and tea at 3 am.

and family guy.

perhaps i only miss it because i know it will never happen again.

but i listen to these songs, and i miss making them