tonight
i am not saying im sorry
and im not saying your right.
or listen to the reasons you say im the one wrong in this fight
at least let me leave with my pride.
tiny bits left intact inside.
and im tired.

tapped out
strung out on you.
going through relapse  is what i do.
up and down, down, down, and up.
im stronger than this.
but am i strong enough?

you know it feels good to walk away from you.
without giving you a chance to do it first
and leaving you is something that i've gotta do
if i want to continue not being hurt
hurting me's the thing that your best at
you do it like you've done it all your life
and my heart needs a place it can rest at
and honey you are something im willing to sacrifice