Wednesday, April 21, 2010
so many.
so many things are changing and yet so many are staying the same. i feel like i am such a different person when i look back at this time last year. but are they good differences? im not sure. i feel like i am smarter, [to a certain extent] i also feel jaded and i know im going to look back at these times next year and cringe at how stupid i was. but im sure that just comes with the territory. that is why i never write. i never write down current happenings because i hate writing down my feelings. and i don't write down things i just generally dont want to look back on and think, "who is this girl? and why is she so cheesey and stupid?" but then again there are so manythings i don't want to forget. and preserving them may be a good way to remind myself why i kicked them. all i know is my life is changing every day. and its a good thing.
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:) you should write. how can you see the growth and wisdom you learn if you dont track it. i think blogging is good, i think it allowes people to admit things to themselves that they wouldnt have in any other outlet. i dont think you would look back and think of how "stupid" you were, id look back and see how much you've grown. or remember how truly heartbreaking and challenging your life has been. *hug* i always value what you feel and what you think. i know many others that do too.
just please dont be afraid to be show yourself. :) because i like who you are.
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